Saturday, 10 July 2010

Coffee-less? naaaaaaah

Day 1 - Headache. Headache. Headache. FUCK OW!
People tell you Hangover headaches are tough to handle? Try Withdrawal headaches. The pressure pushing out on your eyeballs and eardrums, the inability to reclaim the use of your neck and a pounding pain in your forehead.  Imagine having a Golf ball in your head, now rock bang. Yeah, that's how much. Not to mention the skull wrenching sudden outbursts that come around every couple of minutes to send you into so much agony you have to close your eyes for a couple of seconds to try and minimize the effect. As if that would suck it out of your skull. That went on for 3 hours.

Day 2 - Resisting the urge to just go and make that mug of fuckin salvation, I decide to remain on the couch, with coke to balance out the caffeine. Why am I doing this to myself? Well, because I realized I'm an addict irl, and because I wanna get back to the time when I made a mug of coffee because I felt like it, not because I was so hooked on it I'd have a fit of agonizing pain spurts in my skull if I don't. It makes you think of abusive relationships doesn't it?
Oh and before I forget, the headache is getting here. Right now I have a cushion setting my head upright because I can't move my neck for a cm without pain shooting up my head.
oh and did I mention the waking up part? no? fine then I CAN'T FRIGGIN WAKE UP!

A couple of hours later - No, fuck it I'm making coffee.
What!
Put a sock in it, go try withdrawal then come back and judge me. *sips*

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