Wednesday, 6 October 2010

Stupid I Have Been, Stupid I am, Stupid I will be.

It’s not until you’re in the other person’s shoes at another life or another time that you completely understand how heroic that asshole might have been, or how much of a trash bag the one flaunting the red cape turned out to be. You can’t stop how stupid you feel though. Oh how I hope to disappear. Once and for all. I can’t believe how stupid I was. How stupid I am. You just hope that when you’re in that other person’s shoes, you treat the you in that other one who’s yet to learn that lesson. Let them down, gently. Even if it takes a lot out of you. Just remember how stupid you once were. How stupid you’ll continue to be.

Oh god I was so stupid. How couldn’t I see? I’ve been so stupid..

Stupid stupid stupid.

emptyinside  Gently.