Remove Uber Alles.

Haven’t blogged in a while. Was a good day today. I woke up to the sound of my friend who’d immigrated, she’d come for a visit and somehow I managed, with only 6 hours of sleep, to hear her and wake up a room away. She got taller. I had to stand on the tips of my toes to hug her.

My ex-best friend called out of the blue yesterday to help me with my Maths sheet. I didn’t even ask. We hadn’t talked in three years. It felt odd. You know when you fall out with a good friend and then you talk to them years later and it doesn’t feel like they were gone at all? You pick up where you left off. I don’t even remember why we fell out anymore. It was..nice.

I hate fighting with people. It bugs me, so I always make sure that the ones I get into fights with are ones that I wouldn’t exactly miss, because what bugs me even more than fighting with people are grey areas. So when I actually do get in fights I get massive guilt attacks and always make sure they’re over by apologizing excessively no matter whose fault it was because life’s too short. It’s way to fucking short. If that doesn’t work, I end up castrating them. An old friend used to say I Undo people more than I do them. lol God I miss him. Fuck immigration.

I ran for two and a half hours yesterday. I can’t feel anything below my chin. This is better than hash.

Grandma just came over with a chocolate caramel cookie ammunition. Today is a good day. Despite the fact that I almost missed class, had a fight with an invigilator and ended up intimidating them – lol that never fails to make me laugh – fell out with a friend and removed their entire contact information from my cell phone and msn and met another who’s leaving in two weeks.

Sometimes life needs chocolate cookies to move on.