So i was looking at my home feed, and it hit me. Why does everybody wanna look like they don’t give a fuck? Well, i do give a fuck, most of the time, i just dunno where to put it. Unless, of course, they just really don’t. Which is most probably the case.
I’m almost done with my finals, 3 days now, and i’m going at a slow rate. It’s so slow actually that i’m actually considering it’s just my subconscious trying to postpone the inevitable. I want to believe everything’s gonna be alright, but i just don’t see it coming. It’s rather comforting that i’m not specifically known for my astute psychic abilities, but then again i have documented historic events that can prove to the most optimistic dweeb in the milky way that everything can always find a way to go wrong when you least expect it. I’d rather expect it and get disappointed. Now that’s what i call optimistic, all in favour say ay. Anyone?
Yeh well..
I’ve been dreaming of sanaweyya 3amma for the past couple of days. I can’t quite seem to remember the dream, i just wake up knowing what it was about and that i wasn’t exactly that happy REM’ing in its folds. Theories have been put forward that i’ll continue to have those dreams for up to 31 years later. Others propose that i’ll get an inexplicable depression towards June of every year. But then again what’s new with that? At least i’m dreaming. Optimistic, again.
Anybody?
Screw y’all.
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